HAPPY BIRTHDAY WiWi. =D

yesyesyes! 31st MAY is my babe's bday. ;D
hope u had a veryy happy berday u cud never forgett.
*tears*
ur last bday in m'sia.
PROMISE u'll come n visit someday.
bring along ur hubby n kids too yeah.
=p
jk!
i'll miss u loads.
so so much.
to my babe WiWi. (:

yess.its official now.

i'm officially stating that.

i hate my dad.

i hate my dad.

i

hate

my

dad.

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because..
well. u know ur not supposed to and u did it.
u know what will happen but ur so curious u broke the promise.
there's nothing i can say.
nothing i could do.
i knew u would.
we dont even trust each other at all.
whats the use then?
i dont see the point at all.

aiyah.

sodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiao

sodiaosodiaosodiaosodiao

sodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiao

sodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiaosodiao

sodiaosodiao.

):

aiyo.

(i know its a bad word but do u know its jaychou's favourtite quote?

so diao.

he means "wow.")

but here,

i really mean so diao. ):

i ffked yeeyin again(fongfeikei)

feel so farking bad okae.

and

yesterday oso lidet...

we were planning to stayback and play flour de

budden the others played BEFORE school ends

so no more flour liaO.

some teacher took away le..

but yeeyin stayed back anyway.

alOne.

wth.i feel so guilty.

like its my fault

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and tdy i last minute ffk her cz

dad.

fullstop.

he never lets me out.

unless HE IS OUT

then i go out witthout him knowing

but.

he'll be home d whole day tOday.

because its mummy's bday.

AHDUI.

because i goddam hate.yOu.

thats why.

something i just thought of.

how i used to think of the teachers in SG are ''fucked up teachers''.
and how now i thought of the teachers in UIS here as ''plain stupid teachers''.
sure enuf,its totally different.
the teachers,i mean.

herr latest.

its soo damn hard to wake mR.kvn upp. ):

tongtong was here``

11.20am

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TARIS.
I NID U NOW.
URGENT.
i jz got f*****.
NID TO TALK.
I MISSH YOU.

15thMay09.

no suprises!
got called up by nia ma Singh during assembly tdy.
"i'd like to see jiatong.airi.afreen.and lianghsin right after assembly.its urgent."
lyk whaddhell?
and so she went on about us being mean to wongkainee.
yess tht mothafucka.=x
i never like using foul languages but tht girl sure has loads of attitude we are suppossed to consider because she's brought up like tht.
and hell yes i called her a bitch and so on. and yess "bitch'' is sure something compared to ''make sure its spotless".
and hell yes i was the one tht asked lianghsin to lock her up.
everyone agreed so. SO WHAT?
because she's brought up like that.
and uh.are we like.supposed to live up to it? suckitup bitchmommy.
let ur fucking daughter stand on her on. think about one day when ur not here anymore.
is she going to feed herself then?
i bet.
get a life. we all have one.
ur brought up like tht and i'm brought up to not tolerate with people like you.
u can bring ur mum out but.hey,dont forget.we all have our mums too.
but we're just not(a pussy) like you.
i not only have my mum though.i've my dad.my grandmother my grandfather(they're 6 feet underground bwahah)i've my pets i've my dogs i've my aunts i've my cousins i've my uncles i've my friends.
and u have ur mOmmy n daddy?
awww. how schweet.
think twice when u wanna talk next time.
think twice when ur gonna complain nx time.
with what u see u know its not something fun to mess with. (:
we all have our backgrounds u dont know.YET.
get on with it duckass.
fix tht mouth of urs. i dont know why but it looks like a sick cow.
and ur eyes. ohhmyy. fix it.seriously.do anything good u can with it and stooop ready by the book for once.
think out of the box. look out of the box.
because we can all see tht its fucking unfair.
i've shut my mouth twice.
not this once though. (:

OOH and N.S Kumar?

puh leaSE. i didn forge ur signature. who wud want to?

its plain fugly.

it was just a scribble i did on my book cz my pen was outta ink.

how much more perasaann can u get

really.

stop fcking around.

telling lies and making people interested. c'mon!i expected much more from u!not lies. u make me laugh i cringe.

sadly there's so many clueless people.

u pick on me all the time hell yes.

i've got a dad who talks like u.ahh but well.he only TALKS like u. but its clear tht he's way better than you. ur a school teacher. my gawd. why are u not the parliaments u talk about ur students being?why are u not the lawyerS?

the rempits wear helmets at nights? ahdui.

all shopping centres in europe are closed after six? ahdui.

go out. and see it for urself. have u really been out?

oh n by the way. u can stop telling us ur son works in Digi. cz the whole world knows it already.

and no one's gonna use digi anymore.

so. (: shut up.

OOHOOH.and nathan u've got no right to talk about MuMu like tht.he's just younger so tht doesnt make him dumber.he's just better in the brains.and we all adore him for it.just not u.because i think MuMu is much moreeee cuter than you.=]

NOTE:its just a matter of fact. we all see it and we all keep our mouth shut.wongkainee u spoke up so why cant i?i'm not the little mouse anymore.i can be a good friend. i can be your worst enemy too. ur pick.bring ur friends close.bring ur enemies closer.

replacement.

Becausee thts all I can take and I’d like to call it a break.
Because even you couldn’t give a shyt so I don’t see the point why shud I .
I tried so hard and yet I couldn’t take it no more.
I felt like crap.

I nid to breathe i nid a life.

not tht u couldnt give it to me but i dont see the point wasting our time.

i've endured and gawd did i enjoy every second of it.

i've had enough of ur crap.

i've had enough of her crap.

i've had enough of his crap.

i've had enough of their crapS.

i nid my own life back.

seeing its hard to get it back.i bet its still easier than enduring with you.

cause i jz dont see the point at all.

not being appreciated at all.

call me selfish.

name me small gas.

scam me.

am i tired of considering?

hell yess.

considering each and every one of u. whaddafark.

i'm next to nothing.

we both know it.

everyone sees it.

ooh yess i'm a hell of load work.

because i'm the ohmigosh.

i loved you.

11.25.pm 7thMay09.

because i'm fed up and i dont want to be so much involved anymore.
life is just unfair isnt it?
everyone is just the same isnt it?
i thought i met whom i've oways wanted.
second thoughts tell me i was wrong.
other people are always there for me when ur not.
why does it have to be like tht?
i wished u'll always be the one.
but i guess its just a dream i dreamt.
its funny when i think of it. (:
u keep staring. not tht i didnt notice. they kept telling me but all i could do was defend. i know it myself and yet.
because i definitelyfrakingknowitmyselfbutdontwannaadmitit.
thankstoyOu. (:
life is unfair. (: as just said.

I MISSED WANG LEE HOM'S CONCERT.

FREE VVIP TICKET.
WHADDAHELL AM I THINKKING?

sometimes i just dont see things eye to eye.

yes. that it is.

fullstOp.

u say y i think z.

no offence.

May 1st.2009.

was damn bored today so took a few random piics. :S

who still have these kinda fans @ home? [:

mum decided to keep it as an antique.still works well btw. ;).

the messy room. :X

tadaaa!:D

mummy.and the son.

they were in d car damn normal de..

then someone accidentally said something wrong..

this is what happens.

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today.

tadaa!i brought a china brand sneakers at rm29.90. :P tell me its nice. ): cz it dont fit.and it turns out to be not worth it at all. ouch.

hmm.so tdy. went pavi to buy school shoes.Kappa torn!.whaddafark.Kappa okae.rm120. ): four months oni arh.

sam tong dou sei. :P

advice advice : NEVER.BUY.ROBE.DE.KAPPA's.brand. =x

9.26 approx. (:

Mr.LimCheeHow.(aka Lim Chee BYE.)

Happy Birthday.

one year older la apek zaii.

i remember how i used to dislike u last time. :P hehe

remembered i was oways ''CheeBYEE-ing''

and you'll be ''mahHYEE-ing''

hi and bye.?

remember the times when u n kakhai made us laugh none stop.!

real joker.=P

and kev.S.tht message was really sent aciddentally.its like u dont even believe me.what does it take for u to believe?i really wasnt sending it to someone else.if so,why wud it be the exact message tht i sent to u?think.think.why wud i call somebody else ''syg''??i know..i dont really make u happy nowadays.i sometimes sleep alot not txting you and then i wud be doing something else not replying ur txts.

diz whole week've been hectic catching up with work.

i'm awfully sorry okae.

bout d txt u sent tht day..the one i never replied.

here it is.

ur not selfish.heck no.and no.u dont suck.=S

i wont do whatever i want from today onwards and i hope ur happy with tht.

i'd rather YOU be happy than ME.

it hurts me to look into ur eyes sometimes.

its like a kid's. (:

i'm sorry for hurting the both of us.

i'll try not to anymore. i sucked.@.@

ohhwell.

AND.

i know its weird posting a birthday post to a friend and then a ''sorry'' post for a boyfriend.

but well. kemalasan seorg bdk utk megeBLOG another post. heh :P.

OOH.and btw. adrian.in reply to ur txt of..''jiatong..谢谢你，我今天玩得很开心！"

sorry din reply tht time.i know very long liao. =Shehe

anyways.

same to u too mR.adrianCHin!:P

i was happy too.

long time no see hOr.a year liaO. (:

and i really want to see ur Jihu picc. :P

glad ur doing well in coll. i wish i can grow up fasterr. :D

tongtong was here. !(:

9.21pm

updates.updates. (:

school is so and so. its alrite. i'm starting to hate school now i dont know why.(=
mR.kumar sucks.=s pn.zaidah is okay. sometimes. people aroundd.well.i'll skip that.
one time zaidah was like..''aiyah.my marker no more ink lah....haiyo..'' i was sitting infront.and i went.. "YESS!'' not really loudly la.=s and zaidah was like.''hah.wht yesyesyes.i got 8 markers okae. seee. heree.plently of colors''
pfft.
Kavi is getting stricter. :P in a nice way lah.one time in came into our class and wrote on d board..''Sentences banned from students."
1. I dont know.
2. I wasnt listening.
3. I dont understand.
4. I wasnt paying attention.
and a few more. i forgot.so in conjunction of tht ''i dont know''. the class was quiet and looking at d board tht time la. and i asked Kavi if.. ''Saya tak tau, can anot? ''
they cracked up :D

saw Kai afta school in leisuremall the other day.was coming out of d bookshop and he's standing there with his friend in Speedy looking at some tv. :P exchanged hyeS.and byeS.pimples are covering.bless him. ;).

because i goddam hate.yOu.

yess. and i'm fuming mad right now all thanks to u. u suck. u know tht? worse than the worsest bitch in d whole wide world.i'm going to buy a hundred dresses i love and u cud just lick my ass. because. ooh. just because. i'm born to hate YOU. (: see tht dress in tht pic? yeah. i dont own it. ii took it in d fitting room.because i dont have the money to buy it.u know.kids dont get much money nowadays. unlike ur kids. they're stuffed. i understand.and tht makes me hate u more. (: mothafuckingbiatch.okay. so this mothafuckingbiatch came to my room and saw this pic on d wall.asked me where isit.and i nicely told her its frm forever21's.told her i love it but dont have the money to buy la.mum was somehow always telling me bad stuffs bout u.but i argued back saying sowhat.ur still part of d family.now i know why. (: cz u suck to a million pieces oldwidowedbitch.and so peeps, the day right after tht. she went and bought the exact same dress for herself.woah.
get a life man.no. i dont hate u for buying it. (: i just hate u for being SO pathetic u shud really get a fucking life of ur own and even stop living in my hse and so ur daughter wudnt use my computer 24/7 anymore and i dont nid to see her ass anymore and really,u dont nid to cook.even dad asks u not to.because u suck so much anything frm u is probably poisoned.i oways told myself not to hate u because ur dad's sis. but u urself make me hate u so much i cant help it.(: taking my mum's undies to wear? sleeping on my mum n dad's bed when they just got married?wow.taking my clothes as a baby for ur kids because mine are nicer than urs?woah.going away urself and now suddenly telling us u wanna get baptised and act good? get a life. we know. i dont want to hate u.u just make me laugh so much my heart apparently turned into stone.

remember tht time u gave me soya thing and it turns out to be rotten and expired? so much for being generous man. u n ur bitchy kids make me laugh.

tongtong,8.41pm.