lol i just realised this blog has all the emo posts. kay so, its verified. this'll where i'll gulp down all the shitz. fly has been awful. we all know its not normal. and none can do anything bout it. we're not able enough. we're young. and we all suffer depressions. it's probs after probs. its. idk. im depressed. im saddd. lol. its all fucked up. i want a family. a norm fly. ya know? i wanna get outta here. its all shows and plays and im scared. im afraid. how long will this go on . huh. lol. why do i sound like some desperate attention seeking bitch. kthxbai.

a smile can hide much ! ==': yes , i will .

a smile can hide much ! ==': yes , i will .: "lalalalala . :D im not an expert at relationship . i dont know how to handle every problem that we're going to have , and i will never be ..."

've diz weird feeling all mushed up together at once, complicated. and yet its so full. like, idk. lol. i hate times like these, no joke. its like everything's wrong AND im so damn happy. guess i shud start concentrating on studies and nothing else. yes. nothing else :) NADA.