well.maybe.

well,maybe we were brought up differently.
different environment.
different places.
different things around us.
those tht surrounds us.
different people.

the way we think might be different.
the way we feel.
the way we set things up.
the way we thought of each other.
the way we thought things are alrite when its nOt.
and it always turns out upside down.

and in d end.
we were brought together.

maybe. we were all not thought to express.
properly.
and it turned out hurtful. we dont mean it. yess.
we all know tht.
we jz couldnt get the right words out.
never would.

but babe.
i just want you to know tht right from d bottom of my heart..
i love you. to the core.
and i mean it. lol
so damn mushyy.=.= but. wthh. since i'd started.(:
yess i agree i sometimes get angry really fast and yess i admit i dont even know why.
jz being pathetic. u know. i'm sorry, (:
and ohh yess.i know i've saidtht a million times'' ii'm sorry''. and maybe to u it doesnt mean anything anymore.
but well. i just want you to know tht ii really mean it.
i need you. i want you. i love you.
till forever ends. (:
at times u'd think i get angry at u for no reason. but honestly. i aint even angry at u. i'm jz. keeping quiet. not talking. and you'd assume i'm angry.
i know its really mean. =x of me suddenly staring ahead looking into space and saying nothing at all. but its jz..
sudden change when i dont feel like talking at all. and no. u did nothing wrong. so stop wondering and breaking ur head and thinking wht u did wrong. susahkan u oni la. (: ur perfect. there's nothing wrong ii see in you. aite? love is blind. pfft. :P
dont say sorry. please. (: the last person who said it broke my heart the worse. lOlx
no worries babe. (:
live life as it is.


HappyValentine's shaayunkk. (:

am in school again now. we've like 3lessons of computer diz week :p

school.
is damn boring.

something happened yesterday. =s du lan.(idk why i love to use tht word now. hehe) hmm nyways. [: as alex said. wake up and think ahead. :D hadnt been talking to mum for whole 2 weeks. keep it up babe! life is so and so. (:

``tongtong was here. ):

666.life is reality.

i used to hear ppl saying.'' lies hurts. but not as much as truth.''
now i understand why. (=
666.-life is reality.
realistic la sikit weih!
they're all the same.
we're all the same. (=
once a chicekn forever a chicken aite? :D

``tongtong was here.

10.39pm.

i still miss the rings. aihz. damn diu. =x she wearing two gold rings herself lOr. shinning shinning summor. sakittt mata ii. 心好tong阿！

two questions i can never really answer.

我真的爱你吗？ 那你真心的爱我吗？

我们在一起真的开心吗？

afta tht thing afta school in class tdy. i dont know why but i couldnt really 4get about it. it keeps staying in my mind like. its pasted there. blehh. ==

ii'd melt jz right then.

tears are dropping as ii'm typing diz. hOw could u do this? i cant stand it anymore... were uu ever happy for me? why do u've to do diz..?

these few people.

its somehow odd missing these ppl suddenly. they all used to be ppl i talk to almost everyday. and nOw not even saying hii. D=

.yaakub.

.hamstershawn.

.alextan.

.shawnlee gorgor.

.fooksoon.

nyways. i felt the need to say ii'm sorry.

dont ask me why.

pffts.

tongtong was here!``

2.43pm.

am in school nOw.
got caught tdy. damn du lan. lolx.
rings got confiscated. ii've never felt so bad in school diz year.
fuck priscilla.
dont have much time nOw. :D
damn sadd lor hou mou..

till here. ):
tongtong was here``

11.58pm.

ii'm overreacting. childish. ii know. fuhh.
i had a really weird dream last nite. its been so long since ii dreamt. and diz particular dream stays in me. i could even feel it. exactly. the eyes. i could still sense it. so clear. *sigh*. my heart beats its beat.

it was all so surreal.
something i've never even thought of. but it was so real i could almost touch everything innit.
it scares me.
the feeling never really leaves. (=

she wonders why.

leading and impossible life.

oh yeah.

sorry.

ANDREW LEE.
KELVIN CHIN.
ii've meant to say diz fOr a long time.

ii'm sorry. really am.
ii hadnt expect it to turn out like tht either.



sOrry.

``tong tong was here.!

same old me.

i'm lOving myself soo much i felt like kisssing miie. wth. :D

nyways.=( i saw diz thing in diz place which costedrm69.90. and they said there's 50% off. and when they brought it to d counter. dey say no discount. wtf. i loved tht thing so much.

i saw shorts in rOxy's. and i sO have to get em'. :D

life's gOod. (:

ahh. btw. HAPPY CNY peeps! angpaO's. aahhh.... =P

``tongtong was here.

10.08pm.

lurves herr shaayunkks. [: