i loved you.

11.25.pm 7thMay09.

because i'm fed up and i dont want to be so much involved anymore.
life is just unfair isnt it?
everyone is just the same isnt it?
i thought i met whom i've oways wanted.
second thoughts tell me i was wrong.
other people are always there for me when ur not.
why does it have to be like tht?
i wished u'll always be the one.
but i guess its just a dream i dreamt.
its funny when i think of it. (:
u keep staring. not tht i didnt notice. they kept telling me but all i could do was defend. i know it myself and yet.
because i definitelyfrakingknowitmyselfbutdontwannaadmitit.
thankstoyOu. (:
life is unfair. (: as just said.

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sometimes i just dont see things eye to eye.

yes. that it is.

fullstOp.

u say y i think z.

no offence.

May 1st.2009.

was damn bored today so took a few random piics. :S

who still have these kinda fans @ home? [:

mum decided to keep it as an antique.still works well btw. ;).

the messy room. :X

tadaaa!:D

mummy.and the son.

they were in d car damn normal de..

then someone accidentally said something wrong..

this is what happens.

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today.

tadaa!i brought a china brand sneakers at rm29.90. :P tell me its nice. ): cz it dont fit.and it turns out to be not worth it at all. ouch.

hmm.so tdy. went pavi to buy school shoes.Kappa torn!.whaddafark.Kappa okae.rm120. ): four months oni arh.

sam tong dou sei. :P

advice advice : NEVER.BUY.ROBE.DE.KAPPA's.brand. =x

9.26 approx. (:

Mr.LimCheeHow.(aka Lim Chee BYE.)

Happy Birthday.

one year older la apek zaii.

i remember how i used to dislike u last time. :P hehe

remembered i was oways ''CheeBYEE-ing''

and you'll be ''mahHYEE-ing''

hi and bye.?

remember the times when u n kakhai made us laugh none stop.!

real joker.=P

and kev.S.tht message was really sent aciddentally.its like u dont even believe me.what does it take for u to believe?i really wasnt sending it to someone else.if so,why wud it be the exact message tht i sent to u?think.think.why wud i call somebody else ''syg''??i know..i dont really make u happy nowadays.i sometimes sleep alot not txting you and then i wud be doing something else not replying ur txts.

diz whole week've been hectic catching up with work.

i'm awfully sorry okae.

bout d txt u sent tht day..the one i never replied.

here it is.

ur not selfish.heck no.and no.u dont suck.=S

i wont do whatever i want from today onwards and i hope ur happy with tht.

i'd rather YOU be happy than ME.

it hurts me to look into ur eyes sometimes.

its like a kid's. (:

i'm sorry for hurting the both of us.

i'll try not to anymore. i sucked.@.@

ohhwell.

AND.

i know its weird posting a birthday post to a friend and then a ''sorry'' post for a boyfriend.

but well. kemalasan seorg bdk utk megeBLOG another post. heh :P.

OOH.and btw. adrian.in reply to ur txt of..''jiatong..谢谢你，我今天玩得很开心！"

sorry din reply tht time.i know very long liao. =Shehe

anyways.

same to u too mR.adrianCHin!:P

i was happy too.

long time no see hOr.a year liaO. (:

and i really want to see ur Jihu picc. :P

glad ur doing well in coll. i wish i can grow up fasterr. :D

tongtong was here. !(:

9.21pm

updates.updates. (:

school is so and so. its alrite. i'm starting to hate school now i dont know why.(=
mR.kumar sucks.=s pn.zaidah is okay. sometimes. people aroundd.well.i'll skip that.
one time zaidah was like..''aiyah.my marker no more ink lah....haiyo..'' i was sitting infront.and i went.. "YESS!'' not really loudly la.=s and zaidah was like.''hah.wht yesyesyes.i got 8 markers okae. seee. heree.plently of colors''
pfft.
Kavi is getting stricter. :P in a nice way lah.one time in came into our class and wrote on d board..''Sentences banned from students."
1. I dont know.
2. I wasnt listening.
3. I dont understand.
4. I wasnt paying attention.
and a few more. i forgot.so in conjunction of tht ''i dont know''. the class was quiet and looking at d board tht time la. and i asked Kavi if.. ''Saya tak tau, can anot? ''
they cracked up :D

saw Kai afta school in leisuremall the other day.was coming out of d bookshop and he's standing there with his friend in Speedy looking at some tv. :P exchanged hyeS.and byeS.pimples are covering.bless him. ;).

because i goddam hate.yOu.

yess. and i'm fuming mad right now all thanks to u. u suck. u know tht? worse than the worsest bitch in d whole wide world.i'm going to buy a hundred dresses i love and u cud just lick my ass. because. ooh. just because. i'm born to hate YOU. (: see tht dress in tht pic? yeah. i dont own it. ii took it in d fitting room.because i dont have the money to buy it.u know.kids dont get much money nowadays. unlike ur kids. they're stuffed. i understand.and tht makes me hate u more. (: mothafuckingbiatch.okay. so this mothafuckingbiatch came to my room and saw this pic on d wall.asked me where isit.and i nicely told her its frm forever21's.told her i love it but dont have the money to buy la.mum was somehow always telling me bad stuffs bout u.but i argued back saying sowhat.ur still part of d family.now i know why. (: cz u suck to a million pieces oldwidowedbitch.and so peeps, the day right after tht. she went and bought the exact same dress for herself.woah.
get a life man.no. i dont hate u for buying it. (: i just hate u for being SO pathetic u shud really get a fucking life of ur own and even stop living in my hse and so ur daughter wudnt use my computer 24/7 anymore and i dont nid to see her ass anymore and really,u dont nid to cook.even dad asks u not to.because u suck so much anything frm u is probably poisoned.i oways told myself not to hate u because ur dad's sis. but u urself make me hate u so much i cant help it.(: taking my mum's undies to wear? sleeping on my mum n dad's bed when they just got married?wow.taking my clothes as a baby for ur kids because mine are nicer than urs?woah.going away urself and now suddenly telling us u wanna get baptised and act good? get a life. we know. i dont want to hate u.u just make me laugh so much my heart apparently turned into stone.

remember tht time u gave me soya thing and it turns out to be rotten and expired? so much for being generous man. u n ur bitchy kids make me laugh.

tongtong,8.41pm.