yeahh sure. (:

Uh, yeah you can do it

ii didn't give a damn what you say to me

ii don't really care what you think of me

cz either way you're gonna think what you believe

there's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway

I thought it wud be hard but I'm okay

I don't need you if you're gonna be that way

bcz with me, it's all or nothing

I'm sick of this shit, don't deny

You're a waste of time

I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why

I hate you now

So go away from me

you're gone, so long

I can do better,

i found myself again

That's why you're gone

I can do better, I can do better

You're so full of it

I can't stand the way you act

I just can't comprehend

I don't think that you can handle it

I'm way over, over it

I will drink as much Limoncello as I can

And I'll do again and again

I don't really care what you have to say

Cause you know, you know you're nothing

What'd you sayI told you so

You know that

Cause I always know

Get outta my face

Hey hey

You're not my taste

Hey hey

I am so Sick of you

You're on my nerves

I want to puke

Get get out of my face

Hey hey

You're not my taste

bulan sebelas dua puluh lapan.

feeling at ease,
knowing tht things had gone tottaly upside down.
things changes. people changes.
changes.
the sound of it sends chills through me.
will she ever overcome it?
ohh.well.
she has to right? :D
and she so gonna do it.
who said she cares?
fuck it sure she does.
she just dont want to anymore.
tired of these shyt.

taggs.

Starting time :8.13pm.
Name : j i a t o n g
Sisters : 1
Brothers : 2
Shoe size : 5-6
Height : 164cm
Where do you live : TmnMdh. KayElle.
Favorite drinks : anything with bubbles :D
Favorite breakfast : An English breakfast
Have you ever been on a plane : yeahh.
Swam in the ocean : yeahh. :P
Fallen asleep in school : duhh. who hasnt?
Fell off your chair : Yes, but i can only recall vaguely cause it has been awhile since i last fell of a chair!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : ouh! how sad. no.
Saved e-mails : yes.
What is your room like : its painted dark purple on the half and baby blue on d other half. most furniture ar white. o.O
What's right beside you : cds.pen.notebook.phone.
What is the last thing you ate : grapes. =3

Ever had...
Chicken pox : Yes. at 10.
Sore throat : duh.
Stitches : Yes! at 8.
Broken nose : nope.
Do you believe in love at first sight : sorta. hell yeah.
Like picnics : yes. miss it. (:
Who was the last person you danced with : sis. :D in d room with avril lavigne's . :D
Last made you smile : Adrian.
You last yelled at : Adrian. :D

Today did youu..
Talk to someone you like : yeah sure.
Kiss anyone : nope.
Get sick : No.
Talked to an ex : nope.
Miss someone : hell yes. :D
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : YEAH!
What's under your bed :drawer and a foldable matress. toys. :P
Who do you really hate : i don't really hate anyone.
What time is it now : 8.20pm.

Randoms ::
Q : Is there a person who is on your mind right now : yeahh. O.o
Q : Do you have any siblings : Yes.
Q : Do you want children : LOL.
Q : Do you smile often : yeah? :D
Q : Do you like your hand-writing : its exactly same as hers! so heck yes!even though we're apart for so 'damn' long.
Q : Are your toenails painted :yes!black and blue. :D
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : *blinks*
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : black.
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : hmm, dinner?
Q: I can't wait to : see jie and adi on wednesday :P
Q: When did you cry last : dont remember xD.
Q: Are you a friendly person: yeah, i think i am :D attempts to be can go wrong at times. pfft.
Q: Do you have any pets : 2 dogs :)
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now :and why wud u wanna know? ;p
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? : *smiles*
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? :yes.
Q: What are you doing right now? : facebooking. msn-ing. music-ing. blogging. =D
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window? : YES!
Q: Can you handle the truth? : Not very good at it but yeah i can.truth hurts but yeah,so do lies.
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father? : both(=!
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of? : lolx. zizi jie xP
Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: no.
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Yeah
Q: How often do you go to church?: whenever dad's out.
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : I would usually keep everything to myself.and stay away in d room.
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: i wudn know. :P i loved being loud but ii prefer being quiet.
Q: Are you confident?: not now.
Q: Favorite Quote: I don't wanna friend you liao!! bleks!
Q: Things I was doing 10 years ago: i wud be four. :P playing masak-masak ii guess :D
Q: Things on my to-do list today.
1. work out!
2. get tix. ==

Q: 5 snacks I enjoy..
1.kitkats!
2. the chips from london with sea salt ii dont quite remember the name =s
3. Chocolateee
4. crabtree evelyn's c00kies. :D
5. cupcakes.

Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire.. (By Order)
1. build my dream home in beverly hills. :D
2. Have homes around the world!
3. clothes clothes. SALES. pfft. :P
4. have my own library. it has to be huge. really huge.

5. spending it on d kids. :P
5 of my bad habits..
1. stoning too much at times.
2. Swearing too much.
3. Annoying ppl when i'm bored.
4. wasting too much time. on my nails i mean;p.
5. not replying txts counted?

5 places I have lived in..
1. KL,Malaysia.
2. KL, Malaysia
3. KL, Malaysia
4. KL, Malaysia
5. KL, Malaysia

Q: 5 jobs I've had..
1. ii..
2. have..
3. never..
4. worked.
5. (=
*zizi jie!when u wan de arh?say wan go work together until now *mou sem mou sek* jor nia!

just so.

realised that I don't have alot of people around me who i'd acknowledge as a friend. of course, i could have but i realised i just dont.

there has always been a border line between me and the people i know.those who have been able to wash away that border line, only sum up to no more than my 10 fingers.

it's not because they were paticularly nice.it was because I allowed them to.in fact, i had alot of other people around me who treat me so much better than the people whom "allowed" into my "circle".

they were so nice that i knew they'd almost do anything i asked for but although i AM thankful, I never let them surpass that "line". I have no idea why.These people who treat me so well I don't think there'd be anyone else who'd treat me better than others could, tried really hard to make me feel at ease to be around them but I still push them further. away. and away.

They know me so well to the extend that I feel sorry for not even knowing where they stay or when exactly is their birthday.

They know which restaurant not to bring me to, how exactly will I react to certain things, my opinions, and even my feelings just by looking at me.And I am never thankful enough to give something in return.I wonder why.

What's most funny is, these people who I "allow" to walk into my life, majority of them are people who don't know me at all.I am the one trying to run after them, learn about their characters, likes and dislikes, and sometimes struggle to lift their spirits a notch higher when they seem down.

Conversations are always about the opposite party but I really never do mind because I want to learn about them.But they don't know no nothing about me.They think I'm happy when I smile.

They think I'm upset when I stare at them.They take everything as what is painted on my face -- expressions and actions.These people, are special people whom you don't get to meet everyday in the streets.

These people, are ones who make my day so much happier even if the conversation's about anything as simple as a pencil.These people...are the ones who ALWAYS choose to walk away.I still don't know why I let them into my circle when there are so many others who are willing to do so much for me.Why choose to struggle when you can become a princess?It's simple.That's life.

[[grabbed from natalieChai.well.she wrote it of course.but ii felt dd whole thing's exactly true.indeed.it pokes right into me.lolx.X]

first things first.

well just as u know. she's moving on to a new blogg. and diz's gonna be herr. just her. (:

her obssesions :

toys. :D

food. gawd. tell me bout iit. who wud fcking care bout diet if uu cud eat everything in the world n not be.wht u call iit.-- F.A.T.

girls just wanna have fun. nothing's gonna change ddhat.and she's so fcking tired of tolerating with these bullshyt.

guitars.

violin.

and drums. (:

herr.

h e a r t s

.kevin. nuff said.

.music.

.techno.

.shuffle.

.breakdance.*ya laa ii know ii can do neither. but weih.nice to see oso ;P*

.JAYCHOU. omgg.tell me he aint hawt and ii gonna kick ur ass.

.secondhand serenade.

.heyy.dont u find especially Thai guys hawt? :p .
.teddy bearrs.

.

.lollies.

.running. tht's dd drug.no doubt. (:

.badminton.

.spending $. which girl doesnt? *winkx*

.sometimes.just sometimes.she's full of attitude.and nothing's gonna stop tht.

.basically,she loves everything in ddhe world and.

.being awayy. far away.

h a t e s .
l i a r s .

yeah.only ddhat. she fcking dont geddit why ppl have to lie. any lies. white lies. dark lies. lol. wth. even with lying where uu ate or went jz now.its just soo effing childish.cant u live a pure life? its so funny when ppl lie.u knw.ii wonder whys. ;) letting it out straight aint difficult. lying jz to make urself sound ''cool'' is 10times lamer ddhen uu already are.

her r e g r e t s .
uu know.ii never stopp wondering why we were onece the best of brothers nn sisters. best of friends . and now. not even saying a lil 'hi'.n yeah.ii know.things changes.(:

::alex gorgor.

::waiyu gorgor.

::jiansheng. jason.

:: shawn.(sham) rmb?*smiles*

::shawn (lee) gorgorr.

::tarisma adele. *haih.wht's forever babe?*

::fooksoon. *ii dont know why.really.but it just feels weird now.*n u know it.

:: pohyee.

::nikki.

::aisha..remember?bellabels?

::daphne.

::yongyee.

::kakhai.*chickenn chickenn!* ;p

::cheehow.* weih.chibyeee.* ;)

::felicia.*gosh.lol.on the bus at 3am.*

::shereen. weird. but.lol.yeah.how we used to watch chick flicks 2gather nn paiting nails nn stuffs.

::kangcheol.

::taehyeong.

having been through so much in so little time. ii sometimes wish ii cud jz freeze up d moment.

she loves being high but she enjoys quiet times even more.

life's unpredictable.

chaos.! (;

b e l s .