11.03pm.

no lies puh lease. come clean babe.
accept me for who ii am. as ii've accepted you.
no worries. (: living life to the fullest and enjoying every second of it.
no regrets peeps. though ii'm so full of it now what uu've left for me.
can u even think? i doubt.
ii'm getting rotten here 而你假没事了。
你之知道我有多爱你吗?
你之道我放弃了多少吗?
and no. ii'm not complaining at all. (:
either way. ii'm loving life.
for what He has given me.
how ii wish ii was oways busy. =p
missed running.3months straight. jiatong ohh jiatongG
what must mr.alex think of u now leH?
i lOve JayCh0u
Everyone is made to feel ashamed by the ones who just go for it
They go speeding past against the wind
The beasts guarding the door spread their wings about to fly
Yet they have never seen a butterfly
They don't understand what
Is called a season with the fragrance of flowers
What is called wilderness with carpet-like grasslands
All the legends concerning to me
Are all wrong
They're all scraps of paper
They all need to be rewritten
To be humble to enemies
Sorry
I won't be
And in the distance a battle outside
The sound of the roars unknowingly
Travel across several streets
I'm determined
To break through this catastrophe
Who's being hunted in this world?
Who drips with blood yet
I'm doing it just to save your pure mind
On the city wall
I'm waiting for the devil to fall
The flames engulf the nameless tombstones
They're destroyed but they cannot be put to rout
Who do I need to fall in love with?
How can the ruins be understood by the snow
Only bracken fern grows and develops there
Those hatred have already taken the shape of a fort
How should I go about resolving them
A low threatening roarFrom those dragon shaped puppets
The noise they cannot make is called heartbreak
I wake up with a startle from your sobbing indirectly
It's so pure
Sharpening with tenderness
Understanding with love
On the frontier at the end of the world
Pure love is
Isolated
I'm at the common boundary of the falling city
Witnessing everything you do
With rust coloured tears
n btw.
to all pmr peeps. grats. (= ii just knoww u guys can do it!:D
though very lil' got straight A's. =x BUT hor. no faill mahh..hehe.rYte m0u?
joshua called when ii was sleeping jz now and said he got 6As. he said..''liu ger A..'' ii heart..''yi ger dou mei you..'' hehh.
>.<
paiiseh. and he s0unded damn sad.fought with the mummy summor. ):
haihs.his mum sometimes expect too much de larh..although he oways bully miie n make miie down.*he ALWAYS lansi me he smartt de arhs.huhh.* he sometimes oso really nice de..teach me do maths summor. pfft. ftw. ii know uu tried ur luuhx. (: donnid sad niaa.ur the best among all the ppl ii asked liao. wth. xD'
waiyukorkor orhx. must jia you nx year.^^ meii oways supporting uu de.
nn ya0ya0 arhx. of coz ii worry u leh.== damn worry summor. pffts.
weileong. uu betterrr get bck home fast.=( ii'm damn curious okiie. hehe
ii. uhm.wonder how shereen did in her pmr. hope she did well nyways. (=

belsa hearts.
(:
nitey nites!

the.new.age.

its weird ii know. for me to be blogging bout these stuffs. but iit somehow caught my attention while watching d ''hidden track'' movie yesterday.

New Age (New Age Movement and New Age Spirituality) is a decentralized western social and spiritual movement that seeks universal truth and the attainment of the highest individual human potential . It combines aspects of cosmology, astrology, esotericism, complementary and alternative medicine , various religious medicine ,collectivism, nature , and environmentalism . New Age Spirituality is characterized by an individual approach to spirituality, while rejecting religious doctrine and dogma.
practically,the new age beliefs tht human doesnt need to have feelings and they dont nid anyone to love or hate, they just, u knw.when dey want to laugh,the laugh, they wanna cry. dey cry. they're completely immune.they just. completely block feelings in dem. its weird. ii know.
even their way of counting is different from all of us. wtf.

*ii'm just curious.*

9.23pm.

so many things on my mind right now i cant get things straight *again*.

ii really wish i could fly to a far far away place and never come back after 10years.*but deng.ii'm gonna miss my bathroom after 2days.for sure* ;D and gahh. bring my bathroom with me. wth.

practically everyone home's sick and so the only sound heard now's my typing. wtff. ):

pretty fucked up right now but i AINT feeling sad. (:

说好的辛副尼。

Where's The Promised HappinessComposer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) (周杰伦)Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山) (方文山)

Your response is getting chaotic
At this moment
I think of the dove by the fountain
The sweetness disperses
My sentiments are dragged about for no reason
Do I still love you?
And you're singing the song intermittently
Acting like you're fine

Time has passedIt's gone
You face a choice in love
You're cold
Tired
I've cried
The unhappiness when you left
You write it down onto a card
For some love when you give to this pointI
t really hurts
What's going on?
You're tired
Where's the promised happiness?
I understand
Let's not talk about it
Love has faded
The dream has become distant
I count each and every happy and unhappy thing
Once more you're reluctant to let go
Those feelings of having loved are too deep
I still remember them
You don't wait anymore
Where's the promised happiness?
I was wrong
The tears have dried
I've let go
I've regretted
But the music box in my memories is still spinning
How can I stop it?
What's going on?
You're tired
Where's the promised happiness?

jiatong says.

just

ONE
LAST
CHANCE



P L E A S E

randoms. (:

**piics taken from chiahoong n gramps``.

'' ii have a large cock'',says a Malaysian politician.

''Ah, i forgot, not one but two!''

got it from gramps`` blog. find it pretty hilarious ;P

1.02pm

so mny things on my mind right now it kinda sucked. xD
was thinking bout just bloggingg bloggingg all the while frm 9am and i couldnt write anything down now. ftw.
kae. lemme get it straight. =[

1. jiatong lovee swimming frm today onwards.
2. she's striving for ikan bilisshh!
3. some lil' boii she dont know came up n hugged her and cried for 3minutes. wtf.
4. jiatong seen a sommersault FOR REAL infront of her eyes. and right next to her.with handstand. fuuhh.
5. d ''ikan bilis'' was beautiful. finger likcing good. ahhh. how their bodies moved. T.T amazing.
6. fishes are super hawt. wth. :P
7. family problemm starting again. lucky thing ii'll be off.
8. she's confused over some stuff. O.o
9. there're mny ways that would change things but either way, its never perfect. and never will be.
10. she wants to.badlyy wants to.but dont know how to.
11. she's learning to appreciate what she has now. (:

gahh.what's on my mind was like 7pages full but when d comp is right infront of me otak went kosong liiaohs. jiatong ohh jiatongg.!whatt la happened to uu..
>.<

``bels
hearts kvn.
17.12.08

16.12.08

**orii. no edits. no nuhthing.** [:

我不想听你说对不起...
我只想听你说'我爱你'...
gahh. couldnt write much write now. xD my khaikenshi aint on9 yet and ii SO nid him to teach me the chinese words right now.

apparently,i can only read less than 20words in chinese. wtf. jiatong ahh jiatong!
will be heading to s'pore on thursday and will be back on 26th.
right back on time to terengganu at 27th ;D not kenyir diz time though.

bulan duabelas haribulan enam belas
this is it.the result of it. funny how i dont learn to appreciate last time.
shattered now and laughing it out doesnt seem lyk it ever matters anymore.


was viewing weileong's friendster's profile jz now and saw diz

''I’m not flexible. AND tell you a secret! *whispers* jiatongcantdohandstandconstantlyknockherheadonthef loor''

and ii went all ''HAH. do i even know her lor. wtf''.

and as it turned out. it was someone else by the name of ''jiatong''someone i dont know. =S*paiiseh dao* yess. same spelling. :P

12.12.08

yess i know ii am a very jealous person.
and yess. ii know ii'm sometimes difficult to be handled.
and yess. ii know ii may be really stubborn at times.
and yess. ii know ii can never agree with you.
and yess. ii know ii'm somehow different.
and yess. ii know ii'm not what u expected.
ii turned out exactly not what u want me to be.
and yess. ii know ii spend more time daydreaming den doing proper things.
and yess. ii know. ii love wasting time.
and yess. ii know. ii spend for no reason sometimes.
and yes ii know.
cuz ii'm not perfect.
like you.

bels.<3>

bulan dua belas haribulan sebelas.

once upon a time.

* on d escalator * leisureMall.
miie : ey mac..sunday i going indonesia..
kevinM: bali eh? aiyoh. 2 years ago u tell me u go ''paris'' now '' bali''. same oso ah.
miie : blekk. shaadaap!

thats why we're still friends till today :D since kindy okae. wtff. T_T

in indon,there was diz lil' boii (dad's friend's son) =x 3year old. and damn cute.*of course* ii was carrying him one day and he pointed at one typical indon guy.dark skin.curly hair. really brown skin. my height . one of a kind face. :x
so the little boii went shouting " jiejie! there got monkeyy ah!''

9.00 pm. (:

first things first.(: he's my jaychou and u tell me he aint hawt and i SO gonna kick ur ass. (: ohh n btw.no more jaychou. wtf. xD jiatong hearts kevinn now.and oways.veryy much. and nothing's gonna change ddhat. :P he's dd true true one now n nobody can replce him laa weihh. xD

jaychou's one thing tht never failed miie.goddess on d piano.devil on the dancefloor.angel on the stage. ftw. can anyone be more perfect?

hottie #2.

EdisonChen. ddhe. super-hawt-porn-star tht got accused of having sex with loadsa hongkong artists(when dey're drunk),taking vids and stuffs then got accused and the rest is history. lalala~he starred in d movie ''initialD'' with jaychou and he totally overruled jay.apparently though. =s

jz some random piic found in his blog. edison ohh edison..

aint he hawt.*drools*

hottie no#3. meet... Enrique Iglesias

aint he one american sweetheart.(:

HAH. Robert Pattison. who aint drooling over him now laa weihh. great cheekbones.great eyes. but ahh well. it was said tht he likes his women a tad' mad.wth.== somehow his girl shud be a lil' crazy and over the roof.and. he likes women who HATE him from the 1st signt. edward ohh edwardd. ==''

10.12.08.

just back from indon :D!

ii know..ii knoww. its been long since ii blogged. but HEY. (:

ii missed it already there. :S

went places ii dont know wht dey're called*ohhwell*

nyways. jiatong had fun there and she's really happy. :D

will be posting the pics soon!

>.<

well. overall,its really tiring and we DIDN GET ANY SHOPPING. wtff.

didn have time.so well. and u must be thinking ''wat for lah go shoppingg..kl's shopping centres better lah..''

but EHH. tht time ii went Thailand de damn nice lorh their shopping centres. :S

nxt time ii go indon i MUST MUST go shopping dys. ((;

dd 1st day we reached. *(on the plane)*

sis: eh.look at the police..

miie: huh?

sis: his ass ar!

miie: HUH?

*looks right*

us: WAHH.

sis: damn small hor the ass..

: and so the first thing we noticed in here is police officers here has small ass :

wtff.

indon has been kind to me. damn breathtaking the hills and stuffs. xP some ppl say its like aussie. and the weather. better den Cameron Highlands. and thts in indon okae! :P

btws. =( something wrong with my comp. liaohs. friendster cant view messages liaohs.internet damn slow deh. cant transfer files. WTF.

bulan dua belashh haribulan limaa.

woke up late today and everyone was out so i had nothing to do.

so. ii . cooked. O.o for myself. :D

ii did it! :D

and finally.

hippopotamus facee! *mind me*

in cussie's place.(:

6.12.08

ahh well.had bbq with the family tdy. :P was great (:

wwhat does diz look like?

ikannn ikannn! :P

my chicken. :S

nice one. pfft.

ciiaos``

bels