21st February 2009.

so many things to catch up. have been wasting so much time. buang masa. :P

nOw.

: accounting. :: maths. :: commerce. :: history. ::music theory.

i've got these five subjects to concentrate on. and am aiming for perfection.

:: i've abandoned The Word.The Truth. for about a month.gotto catch up. i felt so sinful now. (:

but i still hate joshua ho. wth.

:: runninng. hadnt gone for training since last month. sports day's next month. T.T

:: swimming. ehhhhh i got sunburned wth. half the part of my body's like red and tanned nOw. omg. T.T i look lyka tortoise. nyways. we had swimming gala in school tdy n i got 2Silvers and 1Gold. (: silver: breaststroke. silver:backstroke. Gold :waterpolo.

and i dont even feel happy inside. ii wish ii could laugh a real laugh once again.

:: catching up with a few peeps. (:

::i've been emoing over the past few days. back then. how i wish. i was such a happy girl. looking at the pictures make me wanna cry. lOlx. wth. i look happy nOw. but eyes are giving me away again. heart damn sakit. cant breathe. fed up. find it damn hard to express now. its so hard to talk to u properly. wtf.

maybe i've never appreciated the times i had. oways grumbling n stuffs. (: now's even worse. i miss the times. if only i could turn bck time. (: every second sucked. hate to admit it but wth. i've made a mistake. again.

where's the happy tongtong?