hello to my new chapter. (:

its a but a chapter in my life.-there will be many more.
Remember the wonderful memories.
but dont be afraid to make some more.
(:
so there! hah. take it babe. ;D
i realised tht. i've missed so many things in the past. like. i would give anything to be back then. the start of year 2007. i had it all then. :)
sometimes i'd feel as if eveything belongs to me.
and sometimes i'd like i'm an outcast.
and at times i'd feel like i'm at d top of the world.
but at times i'd feel as if the whole world is against me.
and everytime i'd soon realise tht i'hadnt found myself. yet.
and am still searching.
how i'd oways wish my past was different.how i'd oways wish i was educated nicely poshly. since young.
but what in reality is that nobody could've ever guessed. yet imagine. i've even experienced these.
putting muds and sands into ur mouth just for the fun of it.
spitting down at people's head( people we dont even know ) from the higher floor just for the mischief.
waking up onbe random morning and see a toad in ur boot.
catching grasshoppers and rubbing dirt all over ur face.
ah! and now i'd realised. things had.indeed, changed so much.
and am trying to adapt. trying my best. yeah right.
i felt lucky now tht i had. its once in a lifetime okae. u dont geddit twice. ;D
i realised many people dont get to do what i did before.

and all in all the aim is to be way more better than my dad.
thing is he looks down on women. like my mum. what the hell.

again, it had only been a chapter in my life.
there'll again, be loads more.
dont be afraid.
tongtong gonna strive. (:

``tongtong was here!
8thMarch09.
loveeS. U.