249.

watching as life passes you by

how it goes on without u realising today is yet another mystery.

we sat there wondering what's the point at all.

we sat there thinking what has gone wrong.

everything.

we never want to hold the truth.

we keep running away from it.

sleeping through the pain seems like a routine.

you're staring at me and i sat there wondering wth ur thinking.

life goes on.

run after it.

pills that takesover ur feelings.

well.

i guess love is when u longed for someone to be there with u every second.

looking up high at d smiling stars d frowning moon.

i want the freedom.to run.to get into d waters.

silent tears hid inside you.

and u screamed but find ur voice muted.

its still a mystery unsolved.

i dont know what u want.

i dont know what ur thinking.

it hurts to see u doing it like tht after all these months.

u made it clear that its all nothing to u.

so long. are you him?

the boy who sit beside me in sri utama school.

u cant love me for who i am now.

u loved me for who u thought i was before.

i shud've never let u in.

we shud've just stay there. max.

and we'll be happy oways,u not knowing who i am inside and vice versa.

maybe its better that way.

so long.toodles. (: