yeah. for once. i'm gonna be honest with myself.
i'm frustrated. i'm fucked up.
i'm scared.
nowhere to go,
no one to turn to.
no one that actually understands.
falling back.
into total nothingness.
no. not even air.
my heart skipped a beat.
i hurt the ones i love.
i love the one that hurts me.
nobody told you life was fair.
indeed.
but at diz point, who cares?
its your own fault.
they would scorn. they would say.
attention seeker. go to hell.
i dont desire.
it was the yielding temptation.
tell me bullshit. spit me. spank me.
what can i really do?
i shamed you. yes.
thats all you care.
so long.
still.
empty.
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