december hols ?

you're worth diz much.

yesh diz is a more private blog and i love reading reading rather than tumblr. where people '' follow '' youu. hols hasnt been that awesome. especially today. totally fucked up. really. like, literally.

i love small kids.

but i hate annoying small kids.

they think they're small so they can do whatever shit they want? Like, SO WHAT?
i knew how to behave myself when i was a kid.

and things has gone really badd between me n kev. i had expected diz to happen but hadnt thought it wud end bad. Life's so not awesome right now , feel like breaking down and cryyy. -_- gahh. tears tears tears. imma lyla problem magnet now. the thing with kev, i know he wud be totally different next year, wut with staying out and .. ya know. so i thought, better to end it now rather than hold it on longer yeah? but it ended badd. really bad. but anyways. like they say, its now or never.

peer pressure. they never leave youu, do they? you want to seem perfect, look perfect, be perfect.

I M P O S S I B L E

and i thought i've became immune. pfft. so much for that.