. a ( not really ) short note, to the most (really) wonderful ( still ? ) boyfriiend.

yes, i get it clear that i had upset you today. very much.

if time allowed me , if there's one thing i could change, it would be today.

nothing i could say cover up the milliions of sorries,

nothing i could say to cure the cold heart

just wanna let you know that u've been the most patient, loving, adorable, and so caring boyfriiend that i've ever had. (:

nobody i met's as patient n loving as youu. i know it sounds so really corny but thats the fact, u gotta face it lol :P

and i had been the most impatient, unloving, unadorable, uncaring, girlfriiend in the world.

i've always wanted to make both the parties happy, but it has oways ended up both being ruined.

i loved you from deep inside, i just, dontknow how to express it.

sometimes i think i'm afraid of giving the whole heart to a person, it might easily get broken ,u knoow.

now, i think, im ready to give it to someone who've been patientlovingadorablecaring all the while when i was uncaringimpatientunlovingunadorable.

:)

am i accepted?