sisters. =S
there's so much to talk about.and yet so little time.working my ass off.-macc.
-txt.post. =x
-kicked outta class post.
-peer press.
photo.of.the.moment.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
chocolateS.d ultimate life saviour.
jz when i thought everyone is different. someone made me realise everyone's jz the same.
every guys are d same.
who aint?
fukoff. (:
and i frigging trusted u.
i'll never do anymore.
even if we're friends again. thts which will be next twenty frigging years.
yes i'm mad at u.
and yes i pity HER. u know who.
and yes. i've never thought of blogging such post to go against u cz i've used to thought u were really goood.
and yes. now tht i've totally thought wrong.
i'm going to shun frm u.
you.are.currently.deleted.
every guys are d same.
who aint?
fukoff. (:
and i frigging trusted u.
i'll never do anymore.
even if we're friends again. thts which will be next twenty frigging years.
yes i'm mad at u.
and yes i pity HER. u know who.
and yes. i've never thought of blogging such post to go against u cz i've used to thought u were really goood.
and yes. now tht i've totally thought wrong.
i'm going to shun frm u.
you.are.currently.deleted.
/.
tari n maccc.
i SO need to talk to u guys.
SOS.
immedeatly when u see this. ):
something SO unexpected came up yesterday.
bwahhs.
matii. i'm burning. seriously.
Friday, April 24, 2009
sometimes its better to keep my mouth shut. sometimes.
its been a long time since i last blogged.
and yet so many has happened.
its been hectic. i felt like breaking down.sometimes i'd just appear calm and tht nothing's wrong..but sometimes i'd just be rude to everyone and blow it off.and later, i feel bad.
i'm tired.of everything.i'm tired of trying to make people happy.when i myself isnt even at all.
not saying the people around me dont make me laugh la.they do. (:
i was especially mad at someone yesterdayy..wasnt really in the mood actually.and then tht someone reminded me of someone. (which was.very stupid.i mean.i'm stupidd.=x)and i was asking him to get something and he wudnt.i got mad and i shouted at him.kinda accused. and he got pissed. who's more pissed now?
i get pissed off inside very easy now. cant figure out why. i'm at time appearing so calm.especially at home. it freaks me out a lil'.
one of the dog ran away and mum was telling us,all of my siblinggs went ''HAHH!!?!!WHEN!!!??!!'' and i just ''mm.''and nodded.
i get frustrated with myself its intruiging. (=
i shrugged someone(i <3)>
i laugh when i'm sad. i sulk when i'm happy. whaddafark's wrong with me?
i do what i dont mean to do. like shrugging people off. being angry at other for no freaking reasons.
and when people really piss me off. like. dad who spoilt our plans. like when some guy suddenly acussed me tdy. i just laughed. i'm daft. seriously.
gotta get a life.asap. (;
its like d world has gone upside down.
and yet so many has happened.
its been hectic. i felt like breaking down.sometimes i'd just appear calm and tht nothing's wrong..but sometimes i'd just be rude to everyone and blow it off.and later, i feel bad.
i'm tired.of everything.i'm tired of trying to make people happy.when i myself isnt even at all.
not saying the people around me dont make me laugh la.they do. (:
i was especially mad at someone yesterdayy..wasnt really in the mood actually.and then tht someone reminded me of someone. (which was.very stupid.i mean.i'm stupidd.=x)and i was asking him to get something and he wudnt.i got mad and i shouted at him.kinda accused. and he got pissed. who's more pissed now?
i get pissed off inside very easy now. cant figure out why. i'm at time appearing so calm.especially at home. it freaks me out a lil'.
one of the dog ran away and mum was telling us,all of my siblinggs went ''HAHH!!?!!WHEN!!!??!!'' and i just ''mm.''and nodded.
i get frustrated with myself its intruiging. (=
i shrugged someone(i <3)>
i laugh when i'm sad. i sulk when i'm happy. whaddafark's wrong with me?
i do what i dont mean to do. like shrugging people off. being angry at other for no freaking reasons.
and when people really piss me off. like. dad who spoilt our plans. like when some guy suddenly acussed me tdy. i just laughed. i'm daft. seriously.
gotta get a life.asap. (;
its like d world has gone upside down.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
the 20s. list.
20 things we never new bout' deaths.
woah?
1. The practice of burying the dead may date back 350,000 years, as evidenced by a 45-foot-deep pit in Atapuerca, Spain, filled with the fossils of 27 hominids of the species Homo heidelbergensis, a possible ancestor of Neanderthals and modern humans.
2. There are at least 200 euphemisms for death, including "to be in Abraham's bosom," "just add maggots" and "sleep with the Tribbles" (a "Star Trek" favorite).
3. No American has died of old age since 1951.
4. That was the year the government eliminated that classification on death certificates.
5. The trigger of death, in all cases, is lack of oxygen. Its decline may prompt muscle spasms, or the "agonal phase," from the Greek word "agon," meaning "contest."
6. Within three days of death, the enzymes that once digested your dinner begin to eat you. Ruptured cells become food for living bacteria in the gut, which release enough noxious gas to bloat the body and force the eyes to bulge outward.
7. So much for recycling: Burials in America deposit 827,060 gallons of embalming fluid -- formaldehyde, methanol and ethanol -- into the soil each year. Cremation pumps dioxins, hydrochloric acid, sulfur dioxide and carbon dioxide into the air.
8. Alternatively, a Swedish company, Promessa, will freeze-dry your body in liquid nitrogen, pulverize it with high-frequency vibrations and seal the resulting powder in a cornstarch coffin. They claim this "ecological burial" will decompose in six to 12 months.
9. Zoroastrians in India leave out the bodies of the dead to be consumed by vultures.
10. The vultures are now dying off after eating cattle carcasses dosed with diclofenac, an anti-inflammatory used to relieve fever in livestock.
11. Queen Victoria insisted on being buried with the bathrobe of her long-dead husband, Prince Albert, and a plaster cast of his hand.
12. If this doesn't work, we're trying in vitro! In Madagascar, families dig up the bones of dead relatives and parade them around the village in a ceremony called "famadihana." The remains are then wrapped in a new shroud and reburied. The old shroud is given to a newly married, childless couple to cover the connubial bed.
13. Sometimes, under the right conditions of temperature and humidity, fatty tissue of a buried body will turn to a soap-like substance called adipocere, or grave wax. Adipocere formation relies on a cold, damp environment and an absence of oxygen; once begun, this saponification can continue for centuries.
14. Well, yeah, there's a slight chance this could backfire: English philosopher Francis Bacon, a founder of the scientific method, died in 1626 of pneumonia after stuffing a chicken with snow to see if cold would preserve it.
15. For organs to form during embryonic development, some cells must commit suicide. Without such programmed cell death, we would all be born with webbed feet, like ducks.
16. In 1907, a Massachusetts doctor conducted an experiment with a specially designed deathbed and reported that the human body lost 21 grams upon dying. This has been widely held as fact ever since. It's not.
17. Buried alive: In 19th-century Europe there was so much anecdotal evidence that living people were mistakenly declared dead that cadavers were laid out in "hospitals for the dead" while attendants awaited signs of putrefaction.
18. Eighty percent of people in the United States die in a hospital.
19. More people commit suicide in New York City than are murdered.
20. It is estimated that 100 billion people have died since humans began.
woah?
1. The practice of burying the dead may date back 350,000 years, as evidenced by a 45-foot-deep pit in Atapuerca, Spain, filled with the fossils of 27 hominids of the species Homo heidelbergensis, a possible ancestor of Neanderthals and modern humans.
2. There are at least 200 euphemisms for death, including "to be in Abraham's bosom," "just add maggots" and "sleep with the Tribbles" (a "Star Trek" favorite).
3. No American has died of old age since 1951.
4. That was the year the government eliminated that classification on death certificates.
5. The trigger of death, in all cases, is lack of oxygen. Its decline may prompt muscle spasms, or the "agonal phase," from the Greek word "agon," meaning "contest."
6. Within three days of death, the enzymes that once digested your dinner begin to eat you. Ruptured cells become food for living bacteria in the gut, which release enough noxious gas to bloat the body and force the eyes to bulge outward.
7. So much for recycling: Burials in America deposit 827,060 gallons of embalming fluid -- formaldehyde, methanol and ethanol -- into the soil each year. Cremation pumps dioxins, hydrochloric acid, sulfur dioxide and carbon dioxide into the air.
8. Alternatively, a Swedish company, Promessa, will freeze-dry your body in liquid nitrogen, pulverize it with high-frequency vibrations and seal the resulting powder in a cornstarch coffin. They claim this "ecological burial" will decompose in six to 12 months.
9. Zoroastrians in India leave out the bodies of the dead to be consumed by vultures.
10. The vultures are now dying off after eating cattle carcasses dosed with diclofenac, an anti-inflammatory used to relieve fever in livestock.
11. Queen Victoria insisted on being buried with the bathrobe of her long-dead husband, Prince Albert, and a plaster cast of his hand.
12. If this doesn't work, we're trying in vitro! In Madagascar, families dig up the bones of dead relatives and parade them around the village in a ceremony called "famadihana." The remains are then wrapped in a new shroud and reburied. The old shroud is given to a newly married, childless couple to cover the connubial bed.
13. Sometimes, under the right conditions of temperature and humidity, fatty tissue of a buried body will turn to a soap-like substance called adipocere, or grave wax. Adipocere formation relies on a cold, damp environment and an absence of oxygen; once begun, this saponification can continue for centuries.
14. Well, yeah, there's a slight chance this could backfire: English philosopher Francis Bacon, a founder of the scientific method, died in 1626 of pneumonia after stuffing a chicken with snow to see if cold would preserve it.
15. For organs to form during embryonic development, some cells must commit suicide. Without such programmed cell death, we would all be born with webbed feet, like ducks.
16. In 1907, a Massachusetts doctor conducted an experiment with a specially designed deathbed and reported that the human body lost 21 grams upon dying. This has been widely held as fact ever since. It's not.
17. Buried alive: In 19th-century Europe there was so much anecdotal evidence that living people were mistakenly declared dead that cadavers were laid out in "hospitals for the dead" while attendants awaited signs of putrefaction.
18. Eighty percent of people in the United States die in a hospital.
19. More people commit suicide in New York City than are murdered.
20. It is estimated that 100 billion people have died since humans began.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
latest obsessiOn.? :P
introducing new hottie. onethatscreams H.A.W.T.N.E.S.S. one tht no girls could resist.
yess. the american chinese blooded hottie. the international award winning top model hottie.
worldwide hearthrobe.introudcing. wangleehom.*squeals*
listen.
listen carefully.
take ur time.
that is life.
u never get to listen to it twice in a lifetime.
to the heartbeat of our souls.
xintiaO.
heartbeat.
his latest song.
wangleehom's concert.
saddest thing in my histOry.
tongtong gonna miss it.
lOl.?
I LOVE WANG LEE HOM.
o.m.g.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
ten ten ten tenn..!
yes. thts wwhat. i'm fuming mad right nOw.
fuming.with anger.
its not like i dont give in.
its not like i hadnt tried.
its not like i spend my time in front of the couch watching telly.
in fatc, i dont even watch.
its not like i spend my time going out everyday before d exams.
other than going for revision classes.
and thts what i got for all d fuss.
why even bother?
i frigging tried. i fuCking tried.
ookay. i'm not those kind tht swear.but.u know the feeling when u tried sO damn damn damn hard. gave all you can in,while seeing others actually watching telly infront of d couch so comfortably and ur miles away. S.T.U.D.Y.I.N.G.and that person who watched the telly. got better marks than you.how the heck wud u really feel?
ookay.anyways.i felt like giving up.what's the point?i never failed any subjects (except accounting)when i first came.now its like i'm failing everything altogether.maybe old nathan might be right. i'm spending too much time on that.i've took the wrong way.
no.not d shortcut i'm talking aboutt.
its d way.where you choose to have fun(apparently.wait till it turns d other way round)and choosing
something tht again,apparently,u know will not go into ur future.
whaddafark is wrong with me.
i think i nid a break.
kit kat breakk.
bwahhs.
no one to blame.
only me.me.me.and myself.
i felt so hurt when KEVIN MAC(AND IF UR READING THIS.yeah. this is d first time u said sumthing tht hurt me).
ookay. when i asked u if SHE was smart u were like. ''i'm in a nerd class la.wad u think?''
i felt so insulted. sOrry.no offence.still friends okae. (=
i felt tht pang in my head like.
nobody likes girls from dumb classes.u gotta be smart thats all it takes.i know thts not wht u really mean mac. but.i dunoo.i felt offended.
and when i dont do well in studies.everything goes down.
i feel guilty online-ing. i feel guilty talking on d phone. i feel guilty txting.
i feel guilty eating desserts.i feel guilty spending money.
on books.on clothes. things i love the most.
whaddafark
totally losing myself.
sorry to those who just have to suffer with me.
OKAYY. to summarise it.
its frigging embarassing already.
i got 3 tenS.
and a few people. in fact.
got three 100s.
its just a ''0'' difference.
and someone is fcking rude its making me fume again.
i feel like the stupiedest person in the world.
i'm upset alrite. freaking am.
i got like. 26 for history. i really.honestly.expected i could actually pass history.
its my fave. subject. i liked d oldNathan and nothing's wrong with memorising all d old ancient stuffs. blah.
i wrote like 2 pages on d biography on anne frank and another two pages for some old anciet guy i'm actually supposed to know.
the answers alone were five pages already. i'd thought my hand almost came out while writting it.
i enjoy reading the facts.
but wth. 26 marks?!
oldNathan went like..''aiyaa..maybe i mark wrong..shud give u 62''.
yess old man. indeed. ):
anyways. i got ten ten ten ten..! bwah. suprisee!
i got 10/100. for accounting. i got 10/100 for math. i got 10/100. for Commerce.
i am upset okae. really. am.for the first time.==
i am ggOing insane.
like. totally.
i'm going through a phase of heart changing.
its confusing.
i wan o-u-t.
i'm nOt.
going to give up.
i'm nOt.
i'd thought i WANT and really WANT to giveup when i was first blogging diz post.
after much thought. after the supports i get frm diz few amazingly adoring people.
a changed of heart came up. (:
i'll start it all over again.
Nothing is impossible.
gosh. i felt like crying over my failure.
Monday, April 13, 2009
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