i didn't know.

i had never realise how priceless these people were. how they were alywas there. and ''alywas'' means eternity.i've merely thought they were just friends.ur typical primary school friends ur so close to we share every moment 2gather. (except mac. i knew him since kindy).i've never thought there were the ones i could actually depend on so much. they all know me inside out. one for all. all for one.

and now i realise.

finally.

we're supposed to come to my hse and den go midvalley. watch movie. play bowling. icecream. it was all well planned.taris.kelvin.kevin.fooksoon.andrew.thiv.daniel. (daniel went straight to midvalley.)
it was planned tht i wud only inform dad tht ii'm going out on the day itself.but the xiao meimei at home went''eh.jie.i going midvalley with u n ur friends 2moro. but i'll hang out with my own friend there la..''. during dinner the night before. infront of everyone. dad. aunt. cousins.grandma. i almost chocked. mum's face went.''wth''.and so dad looked at me and went..''who let u go midvalley?''.
persuaded him failingly for seven times. [:
and so i thought he wud probably change his mind the next day. all of em' arrived at 11.30am.and i still couldnt go out.
was persuading them to go by themselves without me. daniel's waiting for us in midavelly. alone.
they were all like.''no way. we wont go without you.'' ''but u'guys wouldnt want to stay at diz hse right?!'' ''can oso la. nevermind.''
had a row with mum.fucktard. infront of everyone. i've never felt so humiliated all these years. she's playing nice.not tht ii hate her. no. well.whatever actually.
so she ordered pizzas and we spent the rest of d day ktv-ing and watching movies. in my house. wtf.
they'd rather stay here. watch Mr&Mrs.Smith.in diz dark lit room.eating take-away BaskinRobbins.delivered Domino's.
than
watching d latest show shown in d cinema.Midvalley.gO bowling. 've McD's.with BaskinRobbins iceCream fondue in TheGardens.

priceless people u could never find in any part of the world.
i'm hereby here to clarify tht.
i've never realise diz. u people mean so much to me.i'm here to confess tht. Mac.Thiv.Tari. i deleted my number from ur cell when u guys were watching mOvie. (and which i fell asleep during d whole movie and oni woke up when Mr&Mrs.Smith had sex. wth)
i was thinking.at tht time.tht i was just.so embarassed to face u guys again. afta diz.how wud u all look at me? lol.i was just thinking tht after thiz i wud jz dissapear.not having these ppl infront of me be in my life anymore.
and so i went up to shower and lock myself in d room listening to jaychou when u guys were downstairs waiting for me to come dOwn. wtf ryte. i know. i'm sorry.
eventually.i felt bad.guilty.for leaving dem.and txted Taris(she've green braces now omg!) and asked her to come up. (: and within one minute. there was a knock on my doOr.
and there. we talked for hours. time passses by without even us realising. until bout 4:40pm. when they all had to go bck. told her everything.yeah. and she was telling me when i went outt d hse with andrew and kelvin just now. the others were scared. yeah. we all know why only.andrew and kelvin dared come out with me. its okae with dem.and why sO?family prObs. to summarise it. lOlx.they've never. yes. i mean. NEVER. had a family.
i feel sad for them. and so because of tht mum got so mad at both of em' she aked Michael to fetch both of em' home.(they went MidValley)short after tht with daniel. (:
and when i left, mum asked thiv..if his mum wont allow him out. wht wud he dO? he replied saying.''fight with her la.but..in the end kenot go out oso la..'' was laughing so hard when i heard diz. xP they were oways there for me.=x
they never left my side. wtf. but i felt so betrayed when they were nice to my mum when my mum is so against me.
its for ur own good.
yeah ryte. blekk. :P
one for all. all for one. (: thts wht taris told me then. we would never abandon you. so never even think of doing tht to us.! it was like a come-clean session with her. xD lolx.

and so. ii was expecting mac and everyone to get pissed at me and not talk to me anymore. but right after tht. i got diz txt from taris.''tong tanks for a wonderful day. it didnt work out as planned but it was sure great.cause i got to see you. and share something tht was in me for a long time.love ya babe, till forever ends.'' (= i never expected this. and the very nx day. mac asked me out on monday for a gathering thing in our primary school. (: called twice but i was sleeping.

sorry la dei. =s
where in the world are there ppl like them?most ppl i know are spelt f.a.k.e. who wud stay with u at home rather than go midvalley's.?

iloveyou peeps. to d cOre.

``tongtong was here.
mwakks.